St. Melangell’s feast day reflection

Reflection for St. Melangell’s feast day.

Greetings from the Shrine Church on St Melangell’s feast day! 

Or is it? January 31st was the original date in Wales of the saint’s festival and it’s also suggested online that the saint may have lived in the sixth, seventh or eighth century. 27th May is now stated on many websites as the date but others including the Diocese of St Asaph mark the day on May 28th and so two days of celebration are possible. Coinciding with the Bank Holiday, there could be various ways of observing this but, with the pandemic still being an issue, there will be just the one service of Holy Eucharist and various meetings by Zoom instead. These meetings will involve forty people in France, America, Sweden, Scotland and Wales as technology means it possible still to overcome the challenges of boundaries and isolation to make virtual connections and find common ground. They are drawn by the life and example of a woman who lived so long ago and yet, with her concern for the welfare of the people and creatures around her and the legacy of sanctuary and hospitality that lives on in this valley, is very much a saint for our time too. 

The difference in the dating of Melangell’s feast day shows in the two prayer cards  being circulated this year. Both are based on the text written by Kim Orr, who lives in Colorado, USA and feature the same image of Melangell by the American artist Tracey Christianson. Kim has a small shrine to St Melangell in her garden and wrote a prayer to the saint for 27th May, sending it at the same time that the Diocese of St Asaph also suggested a prayer card for 28th May. Graciously, Kim gave permission for her prayer to be adapted into a collect, so that it could be sent around the Diocese and beyond. So, with the printer who devised Kim’s prayer card and Fr Henry who also assisted, four Americans and three Brits collaborated to produce the prayer cards that are in circulation and both are attached. It was a bit complicated but it happened!

Thanks to all of them and to you for the prayers that are requested for the mission and   ministry of St Melangell’s. The challenges of the pandemic closed church buildings last year and some restrictions still remain this year, but who knows what lies ahead?  Life is a bit complicated currently for us all but, with collaboration and perseverance, the challenges may be overcome and a way forward found. May Melangell’s example of quiet courage, prayerfulness and practical care be inspirational as we step out in faith, as did she. 
With my prayers; pob bendith,

Christine, Guardian.

Sunday reflection

Reflection for Pentecost
”Suddenly a sound like the blowing of a violent wind came from heaven…. and they saw what seemed to be tongues of fire that separated and came to rest on each of them. All of them were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues as the Spirit enabled them.” From Acts 2:1-21, NIV.

We have transformed raw steel into racing machines, turning flames into hope and ruin into beauty – written on Coventry‘s City of Culture mug.

Derby’s Museum of Making opened this week in the Silk Mill, Britain’s oldest surviving factory which dates from 1721. So often in museums, the exhibits are in cabinets to be looked at rather than used but the 30,000 artefacts here are all on display and visitors to it are being encouraged to make something during their visit. The function of many of its objects is unknown and curators are asking the public to tell them and become active participants if they recognise the purpose of what’s in front of them. The museum needs its visitors and they need the museum too, as both discover more about local heritage and as the future also begins to take shape in the present. 

The success of the Silk Mill, and the colourful story behind its development, played a pivotal role in Derby’s industrial development, leading as it did to the later textile mills of pioneers such as Richard Arkwright. People started to come to Derby to see this “model of manufacturing wonder” and its new purpose means that they are flocking there once again now that it has reopened after its adaptation and repurposing. 

In today’s passage in the Acts of the Apostles, many visitors ‘from every nation under 
heaven’ are also flocking to Jerusalem for the feast of Pentecost, fifty days after Passover. They are devout Jews who, when they hear and see what is happening, become both amazed and perplexed. Others in the crowd think that drink is involved until Peter tells them that this is the Spirit being poured out – on all people. Not everyone is willing to receive this gift but, later, about three thousand people are baptised that day (2:41). Many wonderful things begin to happen then – and are still happening today.
However, some believers today think that this event is an historical account from the past rather than a sign of God also actively at work in the present. It’s possible to see this as a special event as the Good News begins to emerge from the familiar traditions of the past into the transformation of lives and futures in so amazing way. In doing so, it’s easy to overlook that the Holy Spirit is still active and not be open to what that might mean for Jesus’ followers now, who sometimes choose to be bystanders or critics – like some in the crowd then – rather than being actively involved in what is happening.
It’s also easy to overlook that all those who have been baptised have already received the Holy Spirit. As the Church in Wales’ baptism service puts it, “Father, by the power of your Holy Spirit you give to your faithful people new life in the water of baptism: guide and strengthen us by the same Spirit……”  Whether or not that same power, guidance and strength of the Holy Spirit will be sought in the new way of life now emerging from the chaos of the pandemic will vary for each individual as choices are made, lifestyles change and devastation sometimes results.
Coventry, the current City of Culture, faced enormous destruction during the war and the industrial change since but still celebrates turning flames into hope and ruin into beauty. At so pivotal a time this Pentecost, there will be continuing opportunities to be actively involved in fanning the flames of hope or simply watching what evolves from the efforts of other people. Some will become involved and others won’t but the one thing to be sure of is that the Holy Spirit is active in the church today and elsewhere too. However, it’s also possible for churches to be seen as archaic museums and treated as such, too. That doesn’t have to be the case but active participation is needed if the wind and fire of Pentecost are to bring about the change that is possible and necessary today for the shaping of a better future for all. Otherwise, the bystanders, critics and dust prevail.
Where and how might it be possible, following the guidance of the Holy Spirit, to transform flames into hope today and ruin into beauty after all the devastation that has happened recently?
With my prayers; pob bendith,
Christine, Guardian.

Sunday reflection

Reflection for the Seventh Sunday of Easter, the Sunday after Ascension Day.

“Lord, you know everyone’s heart. Show us which of these two you have chosen… Then they cast lots, and the lot fell to Matthias; so he was added to the eleven apostles.” From Acts 1:15-17,21-26, NIV. 
“The ascension of Elijah may be compared to the flight of a bird, which none can follow; the ascension of Christ is, as it were, a bridge between earth and heaven.” Baumgarten.


Today is the Sunday after Ascension Day when Jesus left his disciples, having told them to go to Jerusalem and wait for the gift of the Holy Spirit. They do this and Acts 1 tells us that women and Jesus’ family are also included in the group of those who gather to pray, now about a hundred and twenty of them. That number of men was required before a synagogue could have its own council and, with suggestions that Jesus may have appeared to five hundred people at the same time (1 Cor. 15:6), this inclusive group seems to be part of a growing number of believers beginning to form a legitimate and different community within traditional worshippers. Growth and change is already happening and Peter suggests that, following the suicide of Judas, another apostle should be elected in his place.

The symbolic link with the twelve tribes of Israel was important within Judaism and the replacement is sought from within those who have been present since the start of Jesus’ ministry and have witnessed all that has happened. There is a choice between two, Judas Barsabbas or Matthias, and lots are cast after prayer asking for guidance -the traditional way of making a difficult choice. It’s interesting that, this being before the coming of the Holy Spirit and Matthias being chosen, he is added to the group of apostles but nothing more is heard of him. However, the convert Paul later emerges from outside the original group as a key leader in all that then begins to unfold and it’s clear that the Holy Spirit is active in a new way of being which contrasts with former practices and is for Gentiles as well as Jews. A different form of worship and belief is evolving and, later in Acts, the change is clear – lots are not cast and leaders are now chosen for being “full of the Spirit and wisdom” as well as “full of faith” (Acts 6:3,5).

Much has been expected of those who are in leadership today at this time of such profound change during the pandemic and, understandably, wisdom or faith has not always been the hallmark of those in authority or their critics, given that this crisis has not been faced before. In the light of the Indian variant beginning to spread so quickly just as restrictions are being eased, it’s also been hard for some folk to wait without knowing what will happen or when, before the necessary data is available and when what is hoped for could be snatched away. We are having to live with inevitable uncertainty and it’s hard, but unavoidable as a different way of being emerges for us as for those first disciples.

Having witnessed the terrible suffering of Jesus, his death and resurrection as well as the shock of being left behind, his followers could have panicked, pursued their own preferences or turned aside from what was being asked of them. That could apply to each of us, too, as the complexities of the pandemic continue, but those first disciples found instead the courage to wait patiently as they awaited the fulfilment of all that was to be. Jesus took his earthly experience with him at the ascension into heaven when that “bridge between earth and heaven” was created and it lead also to the blessing and empowerment of the Holy Spirit at Pentecost. First, though, there had to be the time of prayer, waiting and trust in leaders – for both those first disciples and for what is faced today, whether in the UK, India, Israel, Palestine, America or elsewhere.
Please pray for leaders who come to mind and those who live with the consequences of their decisions.
With my prayers; pob bendith,
Christine, Guardian.

Sunday reflection

Reflection for Rogation Sunday 

“I no longer call you servants…. Instead I have called you friends…. This is my command: Love each other.” Jesus in John 15:9-17, NIV.
Peter ordered that [the Gentiles] be baptised… Then they asked Peter to stay with them for a few days. From Acts 10:44-48, NIV. 
I let my neighbor know beyond the hill;

And on a day we meet to walk the line
And set the wall between us once again…..
He says again, ‘Good fences make good neighbors.’ 
From Mending Wall by the American poet Robert Frost.



Today is Rogation Sunday, named from the Latin rogare, to ask – a reminder of Jesus’ words in John 14, “I will do whatever You ask in my name.” In times when a poor crop would mean hunger to come, prayers were asked in springtime for God’s blessing on the sowing of the seed and the hope of a good harvest. Rogation processions developed to bless the fields, sometimes leaving crosses there as a reminder, and often following parish boundaries. George Herbert, the poet born in Montgomery not far from here, wrote of the four ‘manifest advantages’ of a Rogation procession: 

“First, a blessing of God for the fruits of the field: Secondly, justice in the Preservation of bounds: Thirdly, Charity in loving walking, and neighborly accompanying one another, with reconciling of differences at that time, if there be any: Fourthly, Mercy in time is, or ought to be used.” The Country Parson, 1633.
Over time, this grew into beating the bounds, also walking the boundaries to ensure that the youngsters of the parish would physically know the landmarks and limits of their own location. This was also an opportunity to mend any dilapidated walls or fencing and settle any boundary issues, whether of the land or relationships. Given the zeal with which sheep here sometimes try to break out of their field, Frost’s poem about boundaries and whether or not to maintain them is amply illustrated in this valley:
“We keep the wall between us as we go/ To each the boulders that have fallen to each.“
In the Gospel and Acts readings today, boundaries are being broken down. After being followers, disciples and servants, Jesus now calls those with him his friends, telling them that he has made known to them everything that he has learned. That is an astonishing thing for Jesus to say to them and to us today as these words are read – but the hallmark of this friendship is love, a command not an option. Peter also, having initially thought it important to keep the boundaries of the faith and custom of the Jews, has realised that Gentiles are part of God’s plan because they have been heard speaking in tongues and praising God. The Holy Spirit is being poured out on even the Gentiles! After a struggle with what is being asked of him, Peter now urges their baptism and is then asked to stay with them which, previously, he wouldn’t have been able to do according to the demands of the ritual of Judaism. What an astonishing and fundamental change of heart for both Peter and those Gentiles!
All this has implications for us as some boundaries established during the pandemic are now being broken down whilst others are still being maintained. Shortly, it will be possible to meet indoors and to hug those from whom we’ve had to be estranged during the last year – some will welcome this whilst others may not. For some, an adjustment may be required and, for others, a change of heart and mindset like Peter’s as the consequences of the pandemic on lives and health the world over continue although they are easing in the UK.
If there are things with which we struggle, then perhaps we should ask God’s guidance this Rogation Sunday as the limits of freedom and responsibility are explored and access to heath care and food are marked. The supermarkets now enable the provision of food more readily, but this comes at a cost as this week’s tensions between Jersey and French fishermen over the limits of fishing rights have shown. That applies to the human stewardship of creation, too, and the simple act of not cutting the lawn has been suggested for No Mow May so that bees, insects and wild flowers can be helped to flourish. As we face the needs of others as well as ourselves and Jesus’ command to love, each of us will have to decide whether to maintain or dismantle the boundaries we face, and what we need to ask God for. In this perspective, Frost’s words may have a renewed resonance:
“Before I built a wall I’d ask to know
What I was walking in or walking out
And to whom I was likely to give offence
Something there is that doesn’t love a wall
That wants it down…..” 
With my prayers – pob bendith,

Christine, Guardian.

Sunday reflection

Reflection for the Fifth Sunday of Easter.
“He was led like a lamb to the slaughter….. In his humiliation he was deprived of justice. Who can speak of his descendants?” Isaiah 53:7,8, quoted in Acts 8:26-40, NIV.
“For there is nothing lost that may be found, if sought.” Edmund Spenser.

At the start of the chapter from which today’s reading is taken, Stephen had been violently martyred and the followers of Jesus fled in fear for their lives. They might perhaps have kept quiet for their own safety but they still spoke of the good news of his resurrection with them and word began to spread far beyond Jerusalem. Philip went to Samaria, a country beyond Israel whose people were traditionally seen as hostile by Orthodox Jews, but he had a huge impact there and a large number of Samaritans had become believers.

However, he was then told to go on the desert road to Gaza – but what if Philip had wanted to stay where he was being so well received and where so many lives were being changed? Nevertheless, Philip did as directed and there he found an Ethiopian eunuch, a man returning from Jerusalem where he was not allowed to worship in the Temple because of what had been physically done to him. This spiritually hungry man would have travelled about 2,500 miles from Ethiopia on his journey but, despite his high status as a Treasury official, he is nameless, marginalised and excluded, although he probably had guards or servants with him. However, the eunuch was reading the above words from Isaiah that must have resonated with him, given his rejection from the Temple and his inability to have children.

This is a passage now traditionally read on Good Friday and Philip begins to explain Isaiah’s words to the eunuch, who responds wholeheartedly to the Good News he then hears about Jesus. When he asks to be baptised, Philip responds and both men go into the water there and then, after which Philip is taken away and the eunuch goes on his way rejoicing. The immediate response of them both leads to the inclusion of one so isolated and excluded from the Temple but now brought into the fold because of this encounter with the One who is called the Lamb of God, as well as being the Good Shepherd seeking the lost and stragglers in the flock.

I see this in a different way this year following my experience with Baahney, the newborn lamb of which I wrote last week. At first he couldn’t hold up his head or walk but, after colostrum, was trying to stand up and, in Melangell’s valley, seemed to deserve a chance. Baahney was such a brave creature, learning how to hold his head up properly and stand unaided, walking a few steps and beginning to make progress. However, on his fourth night, he became unwell and eventually died – roughly 10% of lambs don’t survive and the struggle for life is sometimes too much. In his short life, Baahney taught me a lot and a photo of him standing up for himself is below. 

Jesus, the Lamb of God, didn’t stand up for himself in that he didn’t resist going to his death for the sake of the flock whose care he then entrusted to those early followers like Philip. Their response meant that, being originally dispersed for fear of their lives, the Good News spread from Jerusalem to Samaria, to the Ethiopian eunuch and then further afield on the missionary journeys of Paul, Barnabas and others. Hearts were touched, the excluded enfolded and the humiliated restored through those followers of Jesus seeking the lost and marginalised in his name. Ironically, the church today is not always known for welcoming those seeking God’s love or for acting promptly like Philip in such an unusual situation. However, one of the hopeful things about the pandemic is that barriers are being broken down, new ways of worshipping online being established and the word is now also bring spread electronically through Zoom, the media and the unity sought in enforced separation. Mindful of the terrible suffering in India and elsewhere, may that also help to raise awareness and resources for those still fighting the pandemic with so few resources and such overwhelming cases.

An Ethiopian eunuch reading aloud from Isaiah on the desert road to Gaza sounds an unlikely scenario – but then who would ever have thought that Jesus would be born in a cattle shed? Through the Magi, whose travels to Bethlehem and back may have taken them as long as two years, it was already clear then that God’s love is for all people, Gentiles as well as Jews. On a journey without being sure where he was going, Philip had the courage to reach out in God’s name to the eunuch who, ethnically, physically and geographically, represents those who are far off and very different to himself as he travels in his carriage along the desert road to Gaza. A wonderful thing then happened as death, fear and isolation gave way to a new way of life, inclusion and greater understanding.

That can be our hope too as the UK now emerges from restriction without being sure of the way ahead. May Philip’s example of reaching out in God’s name to the eunuch enable us to do the same to those we encounter or become aware of. When we do, may we also discover like the eunuch that we can begin to go on our way rejoicing too!

With my prayers,
Christine 

Sunday reflection

Reflection for the Fourth Sunday of Easter.
“I am the good shepherd; I know my own and my own know me.” Jesus, in today’s Gospel, John 10:11-18.

“The shepherd drives the wolf from the sheep’s throat, for which the sheep thanks the shepherd as his liberator, while the wolf denounces him for the same act as the destroyer of liberty. Plainly, the sheep and the wolf are not agreed upon a definition of liberty.” Abraham Lincoln.
Today is the fourth Sunday of Easter, known as Good Shepherd Sunday because of the Gospel reading where Jesus declares himself to be the Good Shepherd willing to lay down his life for the sheep. Jesus is also called the lamb of God by John the Baptist and, in this sheep rearing valley with its many sheep and lambs, St Melangell’s shrine reflects this. The crockets, or hook-shaped decorations near the top of the shrine, remind some people of the profile of a sheep’s head, so appropriate in a place that has provided pastoral care, sanctuary and healing for so many pilgrims over the years.
However, in the time of Jesus, shepherds and hirelings were seen very differently from today. Shepherds then lived harsh, unclean lives which often kept them away from their families and meant that they would not be able to keep the Jewish ritual and dietary laws so they were often shunned by religious people. The sheep were wiry creatures hard to distinguish from goats and it was difficult sometimes to provide food or water whilst attacks from wild animals, theft and injury meant that the work was sometimes dangerous too. So, by calling himself the Good Shepherd, Jesus is saying that he’s prepared to leave the respectable comfort of those who lead upright lives to go out to the edges of society to seek the lost or the stragglers and confront danger in doing so if necessary. Being a good shepherd then meant leaving safe places, running the risk of religious disapproval and facing hardship – which Jesus did throughout his ministry. 
His example contrasts with a church that has sometimes lost its way and is not always welcoming of those on the margins but the pandemic is making many people rethink what it means to be church today and to explore new ways of following the Good Shepherd. There are many ways of getting to know and be known by him as I realised recently when a flock of sheep and lambs raced after their good shepherd’s vehicle, knowing that he was bringing their food – their delight and bleating was wonderful!
Perhaps, amidst the challenges of the pandemic, it’s easy to have lost sight of our zest for life and to have become understandably worried by the dangers around and the loss of liberty. Lincoln’s words above remind us that much ahead will need reassessing and exploring but joy and hope will return in time when we listen to the Good Shepherd’s voice and realise afresh the resurrection truth of what he said this Eastertide.
Meanwhile, I see all this in a different way having on my lap a poorly newborn lamb and being liberally spattered throughout last night with what it produced and the milk it needed. My labradoodle, Barney, sadly having to be put to sleep recently means that the Guardian of the Guardian is no longer around to shepherd me or warn me of danger as he sometimes did. However, the blanket seen in the photo was his and it’s now giving warmth and comfort to this tiny creature who may not survive but might be able to return to the flock if it does. So, this Good Shepherd Sunday, I thought there was only one name for the lamb in these circumstances: Baaarney!
With my prayers,
Christine, Guardian. 

May services

The Shrine Church and Centre of St Melangell – May Services

May 27th is the feast day of St Melangell and, this year, although restrictions are easing, the main celebrations will be online as this tiny church can’t accommodate at a 2m distance the numbers of people likely to arrive. As we have only one door and no windows that open, it’s also not possible to provide a one-way system or aerate the building well. So, to reduce the risk that could occur, it’s suggested that the church will be open for said services only and for those who want to say a prayer but that the website is used to mark reminiscences of previous services, memories of visits or thoughts about Melangell as well as a prayer about the saint that people might like to write. Please contact the website at stmelangell.org to be involved with this – it would be good to have some local stories there as well as the wider comments that are received.

 Meanwhile, anyone wanting to attend must book beforehand via admin@stmelangell.org or 01691 860408 as seating will be limited while the current restrictions apply. Face masks will need to be worn in accordance with the Welsh Government’s guidance and all services will be held according to the restrictions required by the Church in Wales. The centre and accommodation remain closed currently but if the advice changes, please contact the website for up to date information.

May Services in Church:

Fifth Sunday of Easter, May 2nd, 3pm: Service of reflection.

Sixth Sunday of Easter, May 9th, 3pm: Service of reflection.

Seventh Sunday of Easter, May 16th, 3pm: Service of reflection.

Pentecost, May 23rd, 3pm: Service of reflection.

Feast day of St Melangell, 27th May, noon: Said Holy Eucharist in church.

Trinity Sunday, May 30th, 3pm: Service of reflection.

As well as these services, there is a Zoom discussion and online worship group on Thursdays at 11am for those who are unable to come to church yet.

For further information, please contact the Guardian as above.

Melangell must have seen great changes in her lifetime – as her feast day is celebrated once more, and in such a simple way, thanks be for the steadfast woman who left the riches of a wealthy lifestyle to live so modestly in this valley and whose legacy is still evident today.

With my prayers,

Christine, Guardian.

Sunday reflection

Reflection for the Third Sunday of Easter.
Please note that, if you would like to hear the song mentioned in this reflection, this link will take you to it: 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AYA_0R7Vw1s

 
“As they talked, Jesus himself came up and walked along with them; but they were kept from recognising him.” From Luke 24:13-48.

“For a man like no other it was a funeral like no other…. There was no mistaking the Duke of Edinburgh’s hand in every detail.” Gordon Raynor, journalist.

“Come all you no hopers, you jokers and rogues,
We’re on the road to nowhere – let’s find out where it goes.
It might be a ladder to the stars, who knows?” Song by Port Isaacs Fisherman’s Choir.

Today’s reading involves two of the downcast followers of Jesus walking along the road to Emmaus, a village about seven miles from Jerusalem, that first Easter Day. They are not disciples – the Eleven remained in Jerusalem – and so perhaps had not spent as much time with him but, being joined by Jesus, they are unable to recognise him. They tell him everything that has happened since his arrest and death and, as they travel, Jesus then explains the scriptures to them to help them understand what is happening. Still they don’t realise that it’s him and it’s only when he’s invited in to share a meal with them that they recognise Jesus as he breaks bread in that unmistakeable way and they can comprehend the reality before them. Until then, their grief and confusion overwhelmed them but, now, their burning hearts spur them into action and they completely change their plans. Immediately, although it’s getting late, they set out to return to Jerusalem where they find the disciples and what has happened is shared. Jesus is alive and recognised by his actions.

Yesterday, at the funeral of Prince Philip, members of his families also set out on a sorrowful journey in Windsor as they accompanied him on his last journey to rest in St George’s Chapel. But this was a royal funeral like no other and details important to the Duke of Edinburgh left an unmistakeable sign of his service, character and priorities despite the solemnity of the occasion. The representatives  of the Armed Forces, the adapted Landrover bearing his coffin with his cap and sword from his days in the Navy, as well as his carriage with his hat, gloves and sugar lumps for his horses and the service itself had clearly been carefully planned to reflect Prince Philip’s interests. Only thirty distanced people could be present due to the Coronavirus restrictions and many spoke later of the balm this and the carefully planned service with its words of faith and beautiful music must have brought to the hearts also aching from death, grief and loneliness during the pandemic as millions of others watched through the media. Events since his death seem to have created a new perception of Prince Philip who had sometimes been seen by some as cantankerous and difficult but who, in the stories shared about him and his preparation for his funeral, was also a man of thought, care and detail.

Perhaps, as we travel through life, we may need to look more carefully at the details of what’s before us as well as the broader picture, also keeping a more open mind about the people we meet and the assessments we make of them. Sometimes, events mean that we can’t see things clearly and, like those two unnamed people on the road to Emmaus, we may need to listen to those we meet who may broaden our horizons or help us understand more through unmistakeable gestures and actions. Perhaps, like the Cornish choir’s song, we may think we’re on the road to nowhere when, actually, it may be a ladder to another situation – who knows? Or perhaps we may not even be seeking the one who may be alongside us without us noticing or realising – as TS Eliot put it in The Waste Land:
Who is the third who walks always beside you?
When I count, there are only you and I together
But when I look ahead up the white road
There is always another one walking beside you
Gliding wrapt in a brown mantle, hooded
I do not know whether a man or a woman
—But who is that on the other side of you?

Who indeed?

With my prayers,

Christine, Guardian.

Sunday service

At 3pm on Sunday 18th April 2021, we will be having a service in the Church. 

If you would like to attend, you will need to contact us to book a space, (as physical distancing is vital). 

Best wishes from all at St Melangell’s

Sunday reflection

Reflection for the second Sunday of Easter

Thomas…was not with the disciples when Jesus came….. He said to them, “Unless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were and put my hand into his side, I will not believe it.” From John 20:19-end, NIV.

“Somebody once said about him that he had a questioning faith, as if this was a bad thing, but you’ll never grow spiritually without questions and curiosity.”
The former Bishop of Norwich, Graham James, of Prince Philip.

The man now known as Doubting Thomas got his name because he wasn’t present when the resurrected Jesus came to those frightened disciples hidden away for fear of what might now happen to them. Although they told him Jesus had appeared, Thomas refused to believe until he’d seen for himself, perhaps thinking that they might have seen a ghost or exaggerated what had happened. He told them he must see for himself the marks of the nails and touch the wound caused by the spear. When Jesus returned a week later, Thomas was present and was invited to see and touch the reality standing before him. His needs were answered by Jesus and, after openly wrestling with his doubts, Thomas became the first person to call Jesus not only Lord but God. Later, Thomas took the Gospel to South India, clearly convinced of the truth of the bodily resurrection of Jesus – he was a man of an enquiring mind, wanting to see and touch reality for himself. Although called the doubter, Thomas was a man who became sure of the good news about Jesus and wanted others to know of it. As Jesus said to him, “Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.” Through the questioning of Doubting Thomas, the honest man who wanted to find out for himself, Jesus’ word of hope comes down the years to encourage us as we struggle with the issues we face today.

Another man who had a questioning mind was Prince Philip, also the Earl of Merioneth, and the former Bishop of Norwich was convinced of the importance of this to develop a robust and lively faith. As well as the support and service he gave to the Queen and his many charities, the Prince was also known for blunt speaking and the gaffes he sometimes made on his visits. However, he had had a very difficult childhood with his family having to flee Greece in 1922, his father later leaving home and dying at an early age, his mother being in a psychiatric hospital for five years and the death of his sister Cecile’s entire family in a plane crash in 1937. Of the latter, he said, “I thought I would never get over it. It was such a terrible blow.” Prince Philip knew much of loss and death at an early age but Gordonstoun School and service in the Royal Navy gave him a structure on which he built without self pity. It’s clear from the tributes to him that he was a man of vision and action to whom the United Kingdom owes much in the service he gave to so many. Perhaps, in the wake of the mental health crisis now facing so many, his fortitude and example will inspire others to find fresh courage in the face of their own adversity.

Not many people organise their own funeral to the point of customising a Land Rover to carry their coffin and, because of the pandemic, Prince Philip’s funeral will have to be simpler than even he had hoped for. In common with so many others, there will only be thirty members of the Royal Family present due to the current pandemic restrictions. Perhaps that will also bring balm to the souls of those who couldn’t mark the death of their loved one in the way they would have wished or see them before they died like Prince Philip’s family during the last year and while he was in hospital. 
In speaking to schoolboys in Woking in 1947, Prince Philip said, “Let me remind you that the only prize worth winning is a clear conscience at the end of your days that you have lived a useful Christian life.” At the end of his life of service and duty, it’s clear that Prince Philip did this and overcame initial doubts about his role to serve his Queen, country and the Commonwealth with honesty and commitment. Dying during Eastertide, the story of Doubting Thomas is very much part of the Easter hope and transformation the Earl of Merioneth embodied – may the example of both men, so many years apart but sharing some similar characteristics, inspire us to continue the service and dedication they embraced and to do so with enquiring minds. So may God grant to the living, grace; to the departed, rest; to the Church, the Queen, the Commonwealth and humankind, peace and concord. Amen.
With my prayers,
Christine