“Is not this the man who made havoc?” People listening toSaul in Acts 9:1-22.
‘Every saint has a past, every sinner a future.’ Oscar Wilde.
As the season of Epiphany continues with its revelations, it’s appropriate that the celebration of the Conversion of Saul occurs during this time and close to the Week of Prayers for Christian Unity since Paul’s known as the Apostle to the Gentiles, those who are not Jews. After his intense persecutions of followers of the Way, as the first Christians were called, Saul’s conversion led to him preaching in local synagogues and then later travelling widely to spread the Gospel message to those who had not heard it. Raised as a Pharisee, which he called ‘the strictest sect of our religion’ (Acts 26:5), Saul was named after the prophet who became the first king of Israel but his name as a Roman citizen, Paul, was also used later as it was more familiar to the Gentiles. Perhaps we also use other names at various times and for all sorts of reasons?
Paintings of his conversion often show Saul travelling on a horse to Damascus 130 miles from Jerusalem and falling off it due a blinding light as a voice, later identified as Jesus, asks him, “Saul, Saul, why do you persecute me?” (Acts 9:4.)This astonishing encounter leads to Saul being taken by those with him to a place where, for three days, he is without sight and neither eats nor drinks – what a loss of the power to which Saul was accustomed and what a complete change for him as he awaits what will happen.
Just as astonishing is the courage of Ananias, the disciple in Damascus who is told in a vision to go to Saul and lay hands on him to regain his sight. Understandably, Ananias is at first reluctant because of Saul’s persecution of so many followers but he is eventually obedient and not only goes to the house where he is but even calls him, “Brother Saul.” What grace and acceptance he shows in so doing! Saul’s conversion to the Way begins as he regains his sight and sees his situation in a completely different light – although many challenges lie ahead, eventually his Pharisaical education, background and Roman citizenship, combined with his zeal and willingness to respond to what Jesus asked of him, enable Saul to become a great theologian, writer and missionary so influential in the early church.
In every life, gifts and influence can be used or, sometimes, forsaken. Perhaps there are times when there is a refusal to engage with others whose actions and views may be opposed or when fear gains the upper hand as it did at first for many of the Jews and Gentiles affected by Saul’s conversion and transformation. Or, self-righteousness has perhaps led to telling others to get off their high horse, or being told to do so ourselves, stemming from the days when people who thought themselves to be important would ride tall horses to appear more imposing. “How are the mighty fallen,” lamented David after the deaths of King Saul and Jonathan in battle (2 Samuel 1:19) but this Saul finds that his fall from power leads to his conversion, baptism and a completely different way of life when he listens to God’s call and receives the help of Ananias, a prayerful follower of the Way.
Paul’s conversion indicates that no-one is beyond God’s love and call, no matter what has happened before or what seems to lie ahead, and times of change can happen in the most astonishing ways, as it did for Saul of Tarsus. Some people never have a Damascus Road event but in every journey of faith there will be falls from grace or less dramatic experiences than Saul’s when it’s clear that there is a need to change and see things differently – or help others to. At those times of change in the past, who served as prayerful and gracious Ananias to us – and for whom could we be an Ananias today?
With my prayers; pob bendith,
Christine, Priest Guardian.



