Llythyr Bugeiliol Ionawr 2021 January Pastoral Letter
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To the members of the Family of St Asaph
A Pastoral Letter for the New Year, January 2021
We’re familiar, I suspect, with the story of the twelve disciples, who are an integral part of the story of Jesus in the Gospels. As sure as Snow White belongs with the Seven Dwarfs, so Jesus belongs with the twelve, if that isn’t too trivialising a thing to say. What is so fascinating in the Gospels is what a motley band the disciples are. They make a mess of things, they misunderstand, they question, they fail to believe and to follow. Over the course of the ministry of Jesus, however, they are forged into apostles, and Jesus is not afraid at his ascension to put the whole business of the Gospel of Salvation and the Church into their hands.
I was challenged before Christmas when someone said to me that they didn’t think that Christians today thought of themselves as disciples, and that people didn’t understand what a disciple was. It was a name which belonged in the Bible, but was hardly a contemporary description of faith, they said.
For me, the fundamental question of faith is whether I am a disciple. Faith is not an abstract exercise of the mind, it is how it affects my daily life. A disciple is one who learns: it is clearer in the Welsh, where disciple and pupil are the same word: disgybl. To be a Christian is to lay one’s life on the line, and to follow Jesus. We see the “crisis” of discipleship when Jesus calls the twelve – peremptorily – from their fishing or their tax collection or their political activism. He just turns up, it appears, and issues the invitation (we might be better saying “command”.) And they go with him, they leave their work, they leave their families, they set out on a journey from which, to tell the truth, they never return, and yet they come truly home. The gospels even tell us about one occasion when someone said “no”: a rich young aristocrat, who just couldn’t tear himself away from the privileges of his wealth (Mark. 10.17-27).
Jesus, I’m afraid, doesn’t call us to stay where we are, in the sense of saying our creeds with meaning, but otherwise going about our lives. He calls us to set out on a journey, away from the familiar, to become larger than we are, greater in spirit, holier in life, loving in service. Nor does he make it easy, “If anyone does want to come after me,” he says in Luke 9.23, “they must deny themselves, take up their cross daily, and so follow me.”
Are we frightened by this? Was it enough to be baptised or confirmed in the past, so that we need not heed the call that comes today or tomorrow, to go somewhere we don’t expect and to learn something new about the real meaning of life? This is what it is to be a Christian: to learn what God has in store for us and to follow it, to be a disciple. The disciples didn’t find following Jesus easy, and indeed, the Gospel according to John tells us that on one occasion Jesus’ teaching was so demanding that a lot of people gave up, and left. (John chapter 6, particularly v.66 ff) Jesus has to turn to the twelve, and say: “Are you lot off as well?” It is good old Simon Peter who replies on this occasion: “Where else could we go?”, he says, “You are the one who has the words which give eternal life.”
And that’s the promise – to follow Jesus, to go on the unexpected journey, is to discover the riches of a life beyond compare, beyond blessing. “He who would true valour see, let him come hither,” wrote John Bunyan in the seventeenth century. “One here will constant be, come wind, come weather. There’s no discouragement shall make him once relent his first avowed intent: to be a pilgrim.” Pilgrim follower, disciple. Are you a disciple? I can think of no better vocation, no more exciting journey in 2021 than to get up, shake off the lethargy or the disgruntlement, and to go through the door of life, and look to Jesus, who stretches his hand towards us, and for us to say to him: “Here I am, and where you lead, I will follow.”
Bishop Gregory
DILYN FI
At aelodau Teulu Asaph
Llythyr Bugeiliol ar gyfer y Flwyddyn Newydd, Ionawr 2021
Rwy’n siŵr ein bod yn gyfarwydd gyda hanes y deuddeg disgybl, sy’n rhan annatod o hanes Iesu yn yr Efengylau. Cyn sicred â bod Eira Wen yn perthyn i’r Saith Corrach, mae Iesu hefyd yn perthyn i’r deuddeg, os nad yw hynny’n ddywediad braidd yn ddifrïol. Yr hyn sydd mor gyfareddol yn yr Efengylau yw criw mor frith yw’r disgyblion. Maen nhw’n gwneud llanastr o bethau, yn camddeall, maen nhw’n amau, maen nhw’n methu credu na dilyn. Ond, dros gyfnod gweinidogaeth Iesu, maen nhw’n cael eu ffurfio’n apostolion ac nid yw Iesu’n ofni, adeg ei ddyrchafael, gosod yr holl fusnes o Efengyl Iachawdwriaeth a’r Eglwys yn eu dwylo. Cefais fy herio cyn y Nadolig pan ddywedodd rhywun wrthyf nad oedd yn meddwl fod Cristnogion heddiw yn ystyried eu hunain yn ddisgyblion ac nad oedd pobl yn deall beth oedd disgybl. Mae’n enw sy’n perthyn i’r Beibl, ond digon o waith ei fod yn ddisgrifiad cyfoes o ffydd, meddai. I mi, cwestiwn sylfaenol o ffydd yw a ydw i’n ddisgybl. Nid ymarfer damcaniaethol o’r meddwl yw ffydd, mae sut y mae’n effeithio ar fy mywyd pob dydd. Mae disgybl yn un sy’n dysgu: mae’r Gymraeg yn gliriach, mae’r un gair ‘disgybl’ yn golygu’r ddau air Saesneg ‘disciple’ a ‘pupil’. Bod yn Gristion yw cymryd eich bywyd yn eich dwylo a dilyn Iesu. Roedd ‘argyfwng’ disgyblaeth i’w weld pan alwodd Iesu’r deuddeg – yn ddirybudd – o’u gwaith yn pysgota neu’n casglu trethu neu’n gwleidydda. Mae’n ymddangos ac yn gwahodd (neu, efallai, yn “gorchymyn”.) Ac maen nhw’n ei ganlyn, maen nhw’n gadael eu gwaith, yn gadael eu teuluoedd ac yn cychwyn ar daith pen draw iddi, ac eto, maen nhw, mewn gwirionedd, roedden nhw wedi cyrraedd gartref. Mae’r efengylau hyd yn oed yn sôn wrthym am un achlysur pan ddywedodd rhywun “na”: uchelwr ifanc, cyfoethog, nad oedd yn gallu diosg breintiau ei gyfoeth (Marc: 10.17-27). Ond, mae arna i ofn, nid ein galw i aros yn ein hunfan y mae Iesu, nid i ddweud ein credoau dan deimlad ac, fel arall, i fyw ein bywydau yn ôl ein harfer. Mae’n ein galw i gychwyn ar daith, i ffwrdd o’r cyfarwydd, i ddod yn fwy nag yr ydym ni, i dyfu yn yr ysbryd, yn fwy sanctaidd mewn bywyd, yn gariadus mewn gwasanaeth. Nid yw ychwaith yn ei gwneud hyn yn hawdd i ni, “Os myn neb ddod ar fy ôl i,” meddai yn Luc 9:23, “rhaid iddo ymwadu ag ef ei hun a chodi ei groes bob dydd a’m canlyn i.” A yw hyn yn codi ofn arnom ni? A oedd derbyn bedydd neu fedydd esgob yn y gorffennol yn ddigon fel na fyddai raid i ni dalu sylw i’r alwad sy’n dod heddiw neu yfory, i fynd i rywle anghyfarwydd ac i ddysgu rhywbeth newydd am ystyr bywyd mewn gwirionedd? Dyma beth yw bod yn Gristion: dysgu beth sydd gan Dduw ar ein cyfer ni a’i ddilyn, bod yn ddisgybl. Doedd hi ddim yn hawdd i’r disgyblion ddilyn Iesu, yn wir, mae’n dweud yn un man yn yr Efengyl yn ôl Ioan fod dysgeidiaeth Iesu’n gofyn cymaint nes bod llawer o bobl yn rhoi’r gorau iddi ac yn gadael. (Ioan pennod 6, yn benodol a.66 ff) Mae Iesu’n gorfod troi at y deuddeg a dweud: “Ydych chi i gyd yn gadael hefyd?” Yr hen Seimon Pedr sy’n ymateb y tro yma: “Ble arall allen ni fynd?” meddai, ‘Ti wy’r un gyda’r geiriau sy’n rhoi bywyd tragwyddol.” A dyna’r addewid – dilyn Iesu, mynd ar y daith annisgwyl, darganfod cyfoeth bywyd nad oes ei debyg, y tu hwnt i fendith. Fel y dywedodd John Bunyan yn yr ail ganrif ar bymtheg “A fynno ddewrder gwir, o deued yma. Mae un o ddeil ei dir ar law a hindda. Ni all temtasiwn gref ei ddigalonni ef i ado llwybrau’r nef, y gwir bererin.” Pererin dilynwr, disgybl. Ydych chi’n ddisgybl? Alla i ddim meddwl am well galwedigaeth, nac am daith fwy cyffrous yn 2021, na chodi, diosg y syrthni neu’r anfodlonrwydd a mynd trwy ddrws bywyd, edrych at Iesu, sy’n ymestyn ei law, a dweud wrtho: “Dyma fi, a ble bynnag y byddi di’n arwain, byddaf i’n dilyn.”
Esgob Gregory
Sunday reflection
Epiphany reflection
Prof. Neil Ferguson, Epidemiologist, speaking of the process of national vaccination.
Like the magi, we find ourselves on a difficult journey in the very dead of winter, as our family and travel plans have unexpectedly changed and none of us can be sure what lies ahead or how long it will all take. Waiting for the vaccine is a hard process and, sometimes, the going is so hard for us that it’s tempting to give up and stop travelling spiritually or to be taken in by those with other agendas. The challenges have been so great that many of us have been forced to stop and question where we’re going in life or what we seek and need on life’s way. Our lives now are very different, changed as we are by the mutating virus and what the process of national vaccination is demanding of us. But still the example of the magi can inspire us: they found what they were seeking through perseverance and showed their love through worship and the offering of precious gifts, being willing also to change their future because of their encounter with the Christchild.
As our futures have also suddenly changed, what is being revealed to us this Epiphany? Where can we find God’s love and what precious gifts can we give the Christchild in the time, treasures and talent we can offer him and those around us? Giving of ourselves can be costly and we’re not always willing to persevere at those times when the journey may be too deep or sharp. But, as Eliot also reminds us, “….were we led all that way for Birth or Death?”
As we honour the example of those shadowy figures worshipping the Christchild and offering gifts, where do we go from here and who are the wise ones whose voices and advice we should heed today as they guide us step by step on this strange journey and the process we’re all having to undertake?
With my prayers, Christine
Sunday reflection
Reflection for the Second Sunday after Christmas.
Put me to what you will, rank me with whom you will;
put me to doing, put me to suffering;
let me be employed for you, or laid aside for you,
exalted for you, or brought low for you;
let me be full, let me be empty,
let me have all things, let me have nothing:
I freely and wholeheartedly yield all things
to your pleasure and disposal.
And now, glorious and blessèd God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit,
you are mine and I am yours.
And the covenant now made on earth, let it be ratified in heaven. Amen.
© 1999 Trustees for Methodist Church Purposes. Used with permission.
New Year, new hope?
God bless us all at the turning of the year – in the many mixed emotions being felt by so many, amidst the darkness and uncertainty may there be moments of joy as well as hope as the New Year dawns and the Light guides wherever the way may lead us.
With my prayers, Christine.

Sunday reflection
Reflection for John – Apostle and Evangelist
Christmas Reflection
Covid Update: Church closed during Lockdown
Dear all,
After careful consideration of everyone’s safety and examination of the new guidelines from the Church in Wales and Welsh Government, the difficult decision to close our doors during the lockdown has been made. Online services will be available for those who wish to join us, so please get in touch if you would benefit from this.
We look forward to welcoming you back when it is safer to do so.
With our prayers,
Christine and all at St Melangell’s Church and Centre
Sunday Reflection
Advent Prayer For Wales:The Bishops are inviting everyone to join them in prayer every evening at 6pm until Christmas Day. Heavenly Father, in the midst of a troubled world, you are light and life. Send us your healing for those who are ill, your strength for those who are suffering, your compassion for those who grieve, and your courage for those who work for the healing and service of others. Bless our nation of Wales with the life-giving spirit of your love, and grant us your mercy, [revealed in the person of Christ your Son]. Amen.

